let there be more light

My hands were shaking from anxiety when I kept d call,

She was gone n I had to face it all,

she promised to stay, n fled d very next day,

I called her all night until dawn..

I made a mistake in believing her in d first place,

I shouldn't have boozed at all,

I slept for 19 hours n that couldn't be booze only,

Did, she mix something in my drink?

incredible, the plot seemed incredible,

V had done d unthinkable,

n I wasn't getting any of it,

not even acknowledgement,

I saw a letter in my suits pocket,

I pulled it out with wrath,

It said"thanks",

Screw u b**ch,

I ran for my holster,

D glock 18 pistol was not there,

I contemplated what she could have done next,

N i knew thats the only thing when i was at my best,

I cried like a gal ,

n she flew with all the wealth,

I couldn't focus my mind to count the zeroes in the bag,

She had made love n was all that part o the plan,

I tread on the unknown n I killed a guy to find,

That she was dying,

I took her to the hospital and gave her my blood,

as i was the universal donor,

she winced as she tried to open her eyes,

even then she winked at me n said I was a loser,

I spat fury at her,

I asked if I was the victim of a plot or her greed,

She picked her right hand n showed me what she thought,

I said fuck u too n pulled her IV right away,

She said, u wont let me die,

cos that will kill u too.

I brooded on it n I did wat I thought was best,

I took the gun out from her purse,

I had plotted a plan,

I was long dead so I killed myself n framed her,

My dying words were" I love u but m not a loser"..